Sunday, April 13, 2008

On Life

I came to this realisation last night.

We are all scared deep down, scared of being judged, scared of being rejected and scared of being totally vulnerable.

Yet being vulnerable is the most attractive quality we all possess.

If you ask me, my deepest fear (since doing the heart chakras meditation) is that I wont be able to OPEN my HEART totally and completely to every moment of my life.

To go through life without loving everyone deeply without conditions and with that mutual respect that we all born to entitle is depressing.

Yet my optimism stems from the notion that we can all choose to be LOVING right now, THIS MOMENT as Stephane said.

Its the conscious choice that we made after all.

Of course I was disappointed with the result that I had with this beautiful girl, but a voice inside me asked, " I know this is a scary moment for you, are you paying attention to it?"

I am

I am paying attention to it now.

The voice said, " then Just let it be."



I think part of being a Man, is knowing that Life will keep hammering you with hardships in service of your evolution of your consciousness and yet accepting the truth that everything is going to be fine.

By being totally vulnerable and honest with who you are and what you want, you "allow yourself to be thrown off the cliff, and find yourself washed up on the beach; a real man, mature, with a real life" David Deangelo

Life is life.

Because deep down you know that, you just know that

YOU are truly loved. biggrin

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Living Consciously

There is a lot happening lately. If there is a period of time where I excel so much spiritually, it is NOW. It is these couple of weeks from hitting rock bottom (scarce mentality) to what Hawkins' 540 Level of Consciousness ( the persistent state of Joy).

Once I catch a glimpse of the intense happy and compassion that I feel, I no longer want to go back to the lower level. The solution is easy: Be responsible for your thoughts->

JUST LOVE.

To be loved simply be lovable. Be and do all of this without agendas. If you're loved back, smiled at, kissed, judged, ridiculed, punched, it doesnt matter.

Simply hold your frame.

Love is all there is.

"Make a gift of your life and lift all mankind by being kind, considerate, forgiving, and compassionate at all times, in all places, and under all conditions, with everyone as well as yourself. This is the greatest gift anyone can give."